Friday, October 2, 2020

David was a mass murderer,
GOD killed babies in-utero
and it’s time to throw away
 your crosses!
(Part 2)


       So, now that I’ve thoroughly debunked David as an innocent victim the entire time he ran for his life from King Saul, and showed just how human and corrupt a hero could go. (Part 1 My next act of  shocking you would be addressing this problem of wooden crosses scattered all over the planet.  I’m about to ruin going to church for many of you.  I’m not doing this for fun, I’m not enjoying giving this bad news, but once I learn something in Scripture from GOD, it is imperative that I share it, lest I be held accountable for someone continuing in a tradition  that is an abomination to the Almighty.  Some people who read this won’t care, because you’ll say that I’m being ridiculous, and that’s fine. Y0u don’t’ answer to me, but you answer to Jesus, Himself.  Try defending your “worship” of the carved wooden image  there at the Judgment Seat, in direct violation of the 2nd Commandment.  For those others who are sensitive to GOD’s Holy Spirit and leading, not wanting to commit any kind of offense to The Most High,  I guarantee, you won’t be comfortable sitting in those pews, week after week, staring up at that giant carved image.  Again, far be it from me to enjoy being the bearer of bad news.

I’m calling it a carved image, because that is what it is. It is wood carved out of a tree, which grows from the earth.  I mean no disrespect to the Cross where Jesus defeated sin and death, of which we are eternally grateful. That Cross has the blood that saved billions of weary, broken, sinful men women and children.  However, that one hanging up in front, over the baptismal, or the one on the top of the steeple, or the one with Jesus still on it, (the Crucifix), or the one hanging around your neck right now, is the exact kind of carved image GOD meant in that second commandment to not create any carved image.   As usual, when I heard this from a Messianic Rabbi that I’ve been listening to, as of late, of course, I want straight to the Scripture.  I got right to  the Hebrew,  and I investigated his claim, and by golly, I got the SHOCK of my life. I’m still not recovered from this.

As you can see in this verse, (of anything) is parenthesis, because the Hebrew word for image in this verse could lean more toward man or animal, as in gold calf?  However, by inserting the word    כֹּל  (kol) in there, that now covers the WHOLE gamut of images or likeness of ANY thing on earth below or heaven above.  For you protestants who thought that the Catholic statutes were an abomination, you might want to rethink that about your giant empty cross that you bow down to when you make your way up to the altar on Sunday morning, for an altar call and meeting time with Jesus.  Crucifying someone on the cross was considered the most shameful way of executing the most vile of criminals.  Jesus, our Savior, subjected himself to dying the same manner of murderers, thieves, and societies most iniquitous degenerates who would be sentenced to die a horrific death. 
I wonder how many of you would wear a noose around your necks, because many of our black brothers and sisters died for the civil rights the black population were denied for so many decades.  They gave up their lives for the future of their children and children’s children.  Would you hang a giant wooden noose up over your baptismal in your mostly black congregations?  I dare say, no you would not.  Well, GOD sees the cross as if it is a noose to us.  You don’t believe me, open your Bibles and count how many times GOD condemns His people for crafting idols of the surrounding pagans and incorporating them into the Temple, when GOD  specifically commanded through Moses, NO CARVED IMAGES of any kind.

GOD wanted His people to stand out and be different from the surrounding pagan nations. He did not want His people to resemble in any way the detestable ways of pagan polytheism of the pagan nations around them.  I spoke to my daughter about this, and she said, and I quote, “I always thought of it as a guillotine type symbol, anyway.”)  No more accurate way to describe it.  I know that this is too much for some of you to absorb, because we love the cross, and in theory, the cross symbolizes our freedom from being bond servants to sin, and it is our justification, our ticket to eternity in Paradise with our beloved Savior.  The carved image of the cross has for so long been a part of Christianity, over a thousand years, and we have been conditions to (love) “worship” the carved image.    It’s going to require a whole new way of thinking to see that wooden cross, or that metal cross on your neck, or earrings the way GOD sees it.  Remember, GOD doesn’t think anything like man, and man can’t think anything like GOD.  Therefore, what GOD hates, man usually loves. 
If you need another metaphor, I have one in my vast imagination as the metaphor mama.  Imagine your son, your first born, beloved goes out to buy the newest sleekest and fasted  motorcycle in the market.  He did it against your will and advice, but he’s an adult and you can’t stop him, as much as you wish you could.   A couple of months later, he crashes that bike and is killed from the accident.  It turns out there was a gross defect in the design, because the company hired inadequate people to design that sleek new motorcycle, and used far inferior parts to save money and increase their profit margin.  Now, because your son died, the bikes were recalled, saving thousands of more lives.  Let me ask you, would you wear a motorcycle necklace around your neck, or hang a carved wooden motorcycle on your wall as a reminder of  your son’s sacrifice to save many lives?  I am going to assume your answer would be emphatically NO!  In fact, you would grow to hate the newly designed bike, and eventually ALL motorcycles because it meant the loss of your son.  
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying we should hate the cross, we are grateful for what Jesus did on it, but the graven carved image is an abomination to GOD.  I know it is hard to believe, because it’s all we’ve known.  We are no different than the Israelites who bowed down to pagan idols, incorporated pagan rituals and even temple prostitutes into the Temple services.  Really, you need to open your Bibles and see just how far they strayed, it’s pretty bad. Yet, they didn’t think there was anything wrong with it, because it had been that way for generations.  I’m including a link to the time when King Josiah’s priest had found the Book of the Law, which had been lost for generations.  Note Josiah’s reaction when the words were read, and he learned about the True GOD and what He required of His people.    
Jesus said we are to obey the Commandments, and not bowing down in front of a giant wooden symbol of the shame he endured for us or wearing it as jewelry is definitely breaking number 2.  I did some research to see just when the cross became a symbol of Christianity, and wouldn’t you know it, it is the fault of that tyrant emperor Constantine, the one who introduced the practice of a papacy into the church. He didn’t just make Christianity legal, and stopped the persecutions, he made it the official religion, thus FORCING it upon all of his subjects, whether there was a regeneration of the soul or not.  He incorporated their pagan practices, symbols, idols, and rituals into his new church in order to ease the transition for the polytheists of Rome.
Contrary to popular believe Jesus did not invent Christianity, Constantine did.  The Greek word for church in the Gospels is not  what we do (are) today.  The Greek word, (κκλησία, ας, ekklésia is he one Jesus said he was his bride, and the gates of hell would not prevail against her.  That Greek word means called out ones, whereas, Constantine converted the called out ones into oikodomé  which means a building used for spiritual enhancement.  As I stated in my previous blogs, “Cutting the Apron Strings from the Mother Church,” and GOD doesn’t fix was it too corrupt, he begins all over again,”  GOD destroyed the central worship center when He put the Gospel in legs and arms as the new mobile Temple, meant to spread, not gather.  For further references you can read those blogs.
I have to admit, of all the blogs I’ve had to write, this was the most difficult ones to write, but I must obey when I learn something more about our beloved Adonai.  This is going to take me some time to adjust, because we’ve so accepted the carved wooden image as a symbol of the love Jesus had for us for 1600 years.  Nothing changes that that love or act of self-sacrifice, it is too much for us to grasp.   I hated to be the bearer of bad news, but that giant wooden cross hanging up, in your oikodomé  buildings is an abomination to GOD, and an insult to Jesus, reminding him of the suffering he endured, like that motorcycle that saved countless lives, the one that killed your son.  


David was a mass murderer,
GOD killed babies in-utero
and it’s time to throw away
 your crosses!


If I was a betting woman, I would put all my money of most of you wishing they still thrown outcasts in the lion’s den, or burned accused blasphemers at the stake, because if it were legal, you’d want to light the match.  Don’t worry, I’m not offended.  Take a minute to cool down, recover,  and open you mind to some Biblical truths, raw facts in black and white, that you never knew were in there.  You can’t stone a stone (Allen meaning stone),  for reporting in black and white what is written literally in the Bible exactly as it was written. 
Which one of those statements should I back up first?  Well, the abortion thing I already tackled in the blog, NEWS FLASH: Life does not begin at conception.    If you haven’t read it, and you have the patience to wait to learn why I said GOD killed babies in the womb and how it compares to abortion today, we can proceed to tackle the other two equally shocking statements. 
As some of you may know, I’m an avid student of the Old Testament, these last few years, because my life has sucked so bad that I have needed a distraction.  My heart has been so crushed, so bruised, so stomped on, and has bled out many times.  I needed to study every aspect about GOD and His renown heroes and how they dealt with those crushing blows.  You can refer to my blog post about Job for more detail on that subject,  Maybe it's okay that I'm not okay.   I also needed to find out how GOD dealt with His people to see if there was any offense in me that would have caused the losses I’ve had to bear. 
  Let me tell you, when it comes to GOD and why He does things the way He does and with whom, it would be a lesson in futility to attempt to get to the why’s.  So, let’s just stick to the facts.  David, as in King David but without the king title yet, was indeed a mass murderer;  not as a  prophet, but for his own profit.   I know, this is a very difficult and dreadful and disgusting thought about the greatest king Israel has ever been blessed to have, or the hero of heroes we’d like to have the same faith and heart as he did.   But, we cannot deny what is clearly written in Scripture that we have so conveniently brushed over, never really digging deep into what he did.  I aim to do that with you, and believe me, it’s pretty ugly.  It’s as ugly as the times we are living in now, if not worse .  We are talking genocide, including men, women, children, and babies, even babies in-utero. I have dealt with this in other blogs, but to save you time, I’ll give you a quick re-cap.
 It’s in  1 Samuel 27   the whole chapter. David had been running from a mad king, hell-bent on killing him for several years now, and he was dog tired. Who wouldn’t be?  So, in a moment of despair and exhaustion, with his faith bank account overdrawn, he decided to go live with the dogs.  (Pun intended see 1 Samuel 17)  David had previously trusted GOD to provide and protect, and quite valiantly, also, but David was a man, a very tired man.  He wrote some of his greatest Psalms during those times of Supernatural faith and strengthening himself to endure, the Psalms  that get us through our worst times.
This time, it was after great spiritual victory, that David sunk into despair. Isn’t that always the way with us?  Clearly, David had given up on GOD.  Did he stop believing in GOD?  I doubt it, but having been running from a plethora of the devil’s minions hell bent on destroying me for almost 12 years, I can pretty much assume how he felt are some of the same things I’ve felt and said in my moments of despair, grief and exhaustion.   I surely believed I was done, plenty of times,  like David, in the 1st verse. 

David Flees to the Philistines27 Then David said to himself, “Now I will perish one day by the hand of Saul. There is nothing better for me than to escape into the land of the Philistines. Saul then will despair of searching for me anymore in all the territory of Israel, and I will escape from his hand.”


During David’s defection and spiritually dark time, he wrote no psalms, no prayers, no fruit, and he was a terrible example to all around him. Surely, he was NOT being Godly those sixteen months. 1 Samuel 27:
David and his men spent their time raiding the Geshurites, the Girzites, and the Amalekites—people who had lived near Shur, toward the land of Egypt, since ancient times. David did not leave one person alive in the villages he attacked. He took the sheep, goats, cattle, donkeys, camels, and clothing before returning home to see King Achish  
Read that paragraph again, and really absorb all that is implied here.  “He left not one person alive.” David led the General Achish to believe that he was attacking, pillaging, and raiding Israelites in the far land belonging to the tribe of Judah. Really what he was doing was attacking, pillaging, and raiding  the Canaanites who had remained in the land promised to Abraham’s descendants. They would have not been there these hundreds of years later, had the earlier generations followed GOD orders precisely.  Again, I broach that subject in a previous blog post.   David was wiping entire towns, village, cities, and clans out, leaving not a person alive who could squeal on him. This went on for over a year, so you can assume that David killed men, women, children, and pregnant women, for profit, because he kept some of the loot himself. 
David and his 600 men,  were  rioters, and looters, burning down all that they left behind.  Does this sound slightly familiar?    How’s that for the man GOD called, “a man after His own heart.”  Next time you start beating yourself up, thinking you’re not good enough for service to the King of Kings, remind yourself of just how low David had descended.  Truly, if David was an American,  that’s the equivalent of him defecting to China, and stealing all our technology and lying about it to the CCP, but gaining a vast wealth for himself.  Again, does that sound familiar?  One thing that you will find is that in the Bible and real world, history and people just repeat themselves with different elements and different weapons.   What would Attorney General Bill Barr, and prosecuting Attorney John Durham  do to David if he lived now and had done that?  I guess we’ll find out after election day! (Sorry, couldn’t resist!)


This obviously ran much longer than I intended it, so, I've made it into two blogs.  The link is below.

Part 2

Monday, September 28, 2020

Maybe it's okay that I'm not okay!




 I've been trying my hardest to do that which goes against every fiber of my being and experiences in life, which is what every believer is asked to do, T R U S T   G O D.  Some of us grew up in homes where trust was a foreign language.  Some of us grew up in homes where we held on to the walls of the house with a vice-like grip, because we didn’t know when the next time the bottom was going to fall out.  My entire childhood was like that.  It seemed each year got worse from nine years old and up, until I was eighteen, and I could get the heck out of there. Recently, I heard a sermon about how a woman gets her sense of being loved by GOD through her father and later her husband. Oh, brother, I can attest that to be the absolute truth. 

If her father showered love and confidence in who she was, and her husband did likewise, then she can easily see a loving GOD doing the same thing.  Trusting Him would be a piece of cake.  If a woman is spoken kind to and affirmed and shown unconditional love by her husband, she is able to be confident in the LORD in almost anything. On the other hand, for a woman who has gripped the walls all her life because the bottom always fell out, and there was no loving fatherly figure in the background, or loving faithful husband present or past accounted for,  it is impossible for her to conceive of a loving GOD.  Sure, she can believe the words on the pages of the Bible, but believing them and feeling them are sometimes on the opposite spectrum of experiences.  I don’t like to harp on my pitiful experiences, my life’s traumas when the bottom kept falling out, because it seems like I’m seeking pity.  I’m not seeking PITY, what I’m seeking is understanding.  Unless you’ve walked through or lived in the fiery furnace of afflictions for decades, you can’t possibly begin to fathom the never ending hurt and fear that takes a hold and control of a person’s psyche. 
The stuff started hitting the fan for me when I was only in first grade.  My home was far from a loving home. We weren’t a stable family by any stretch of the means.  Our mother was a mess, our father was absent, (because our mother made sure to keep it that way), we siblings had to learn, survival of the fittest.  Those the toughest were able to take the pain of it all and stuff it, while the black sheep of the family only made matters worse by expressing it, because stuffing it wasn’t an option.  Guess who that was!  The trauma finally ended when I went to college, and those were some great years.  I had my first love, first experience with someone who actually just loved me, PERIOD.  It wasn’t because I did anything special, he just loved me.  Those were wonderful years, and then being the unstable girl I was, I threw that all away. 




I don’t have any regrets, because I believe in the Absolute Sovereignty of GOD.  I believe that His hand guides us with every step we take, and HE sets us on the path that He had already ordained for us before the creation of the world.  Although, we weren’t believers when we got together and got married and first became parents, we became believers soon after that.  It didn’t make the marriage a lot better, but it did make it more tolerable.  We were getting along like any normal family, struggling, but holding each up, that was until the bottom of the bottom fell out.  The problem here was that the bottom never stopped falling out, each year, a different trauma, a more devastating loss, a worse crisis until it consumed our marriage and our marriage succumbed to the cancer in the church called D-I-V-O-R-C-E. 

I have already touched upon this subject several times in my other blog posts, so, I’m not going to beat a dead horse, but what I will say is that no one in the church in a stable marriage is capable of handling, counseling, empathizing, or dealing with this properly, because they haven’t walked that road.  No advice is the best advice, and for PETE’S SAKE, do not reprimand the person, especially the victim. Stop comparing him or her to far superior examples in the Bible.  There is a reason they made the Bible, and that is because they had victory, they handled some things better than others could, or GOD gave them deliverance.  Sure, it’s easy to look back and handle things better after deliverance, but while we are in the fire, getting scorched, do not turn up the heat, lest we just may breathe fire out of our nostrils and burn you in the process. 

Last night, someone did that. He compare Job to me and how Job handled his trauma’s with near perfection. This person claimed to know the Bible cover to cover.  He claimed that Job never sinned in his suffering, that he never questioned GOD's justice, or AND that he never blamed GOD for his calamity.  I asked him, from which Bible did you get that, because the one I’ve been studying for 31 years, says quite the opposite.  None of Job’s traumas were because of sin, but they surely did bring out the sinful nature in Job while he suffered horrendous circumstances, I dare say NONE of us could bear.  If you don’t believe me, do what I did one weekend.  Get a notebook and copy down in that notebook every word Job said.  It is an eye-opener.  (Job says GOD shattered him.)    We tend to get lost in the dispassionate reprimands of Job’s attackers, and we focus too much of defending Job from his attackers, rather than really looking as his response. (Job feels insulted by his friends and GOD)  We  lose sight of what Job really said.  Chapter 2 says, in all that, Job did not curse GOD.  Sure, that’s right, he didn’t, up until chapter three when the lamenting and cursing the day he was born, began.  Then a whole new Job took over and he shook his fist at GOD for the next 36 chapters. Several Scriptures, including the two linked ones I included in this Twitter confrontation.  This person absolutely refused to accept the truth, but continued to "rebuke" me for how I was handling my pain.  Then this person rebuked me for my response to his/her rebuking.  Of course it was an anonymous account, because these people are too shameful to show their faces.    



     I get a kick out of every pastor under the sun misquoting Job 13:15, saying we should take the same approach.  Every person just skips over the entirety of that verse, and preaches the good stuff as if the  second half of the Scripture didn't exist.    Read those words,  “Nevertheless, I will defend myself to His face!” (NKJV).   Stop listening to your pastors, only, and break open your Bibles yourselves and search.  The narrative about Job handling his traumas with near perfection is about as FAKE NEWS as CNN could possibly report.   GOD did eventually call Job on it high and mighty fist shaking at GOD,  at the end, but not until after Job spilled all his anguish publicly, I might add,   over his pain and suffering.  Guess who wasn’t mad at Job, yes, that’s right, GOD was not angry.  He was about to hit Job with some serious truth as to Who He was and who Job was in comparison to Him.  That whipped him into shape, but fast.

Let me add, GOD rebuked Job.  No stranger on any social media site has any right to rebuke you. They will throw in some caring and concern and compassion with the Bible verses they weaponize, just so it dresses up their rebuke.  That's like throwing dog poop in a cupcake wrapper with frosting on top of it.   They'll tell you Scripture says they are to correct and rebuke. Do not believe them. Scripture does not give these church people carte blanche to rebuke every stranger all around the globe, but they can only deal with those in their own congregation.  See 1 Corinthians 5.  Just because   GOD compared Job to Himself.  That doesn’t give ANYONE else the right to do the same to any brother or sister currently suffering as a crispy critter. 
Church people, stop telling bruised reeds how they should survive, heal, behave, think, or feel, because you have no rights to do so, and nine times out of ten your bad advice was unsolicited.  Jesus never beat up on those who were already beating up on themselves, rather he beat up on those who were beating up on the bruised reeds.  Jesus knocked down the standing, but lifted the fallen.  My friends, GO and do likewise. 

You don’t know how that person feels, you don’t know the struggles they’ve had to overcome just to get this far, because my “brother/sister,” that person is a complete stranger to you.  By claiming to know ANYTHNG about them is the same thing as Lucifer claiming to be like the Most High, and we all know where that got him.  You don’t know their heart, you don’t know their past, you don’t know their successes, you don’t know there failures, you don’t know their pain, UNLESS you’ve walked in the exact same kind.   If GOD gave your deliverance, then encourage that person that GOD will likely deliver them.  We don’t know for sure, but share your story of deliverance.  If you want to give them Bible verses, give them one of the 7,474 promises in the Bible, and I’mNOT talking about Jeremiah 29:11, you can knock that over-used promise off your list, bringing it down to about 7,473, or 7,472 if you are wise enough to knock Romans 8:28 off the list of potentials. 

If you are the type to have to always go in and “solve” someone’s problem, practice self-control and move on, because you will likely make the pain worse, the self-degradation worse, and the last thing a broken vessel needs is a worthless glue of guilt that will stick more to their cracks, keeping them from becoming whole and one piece, again.  Of the Spiritual Gifts  the Holy Spirit gives us, if you don’t have Mercy, then move on.   


To my fellow bruised reeds out there, it's okay that you’re  not okay, and anyone who comes along, especially a church pew warmer with their unsolicited “rebuke/advice,”  do your best to just thank them, and move on, don’t even give them the time of day. GOD knows what's in our hearts, before we even form the words in our brains.  As a matter of fact, GOD knows them even better than we do.  I promise you, there is NOTHING you can say to GOD that will chase Him away, nothing!  Prayer isn't us informing GOD of our needs and pain, it's GOD helping us discover them, so we can learn from them, deal with them, and grow from them.  We cannot hide things from GOD, but sometimes, He hides the solutions from us, until we are good and ready to hear the answer, see the answer, or even understand the answers.  I take longer than most, in fact, most times,  I wonder why GOD would pick someone who is not only not the sharpest knife in the draw, but even as a butter knife, she doesn't get the job done.  You’d think after dozens upon dozens of Twitter fight with modern-day, know-it-all 21st Century Pharisees, you’d think I would know where this next one will go, ALSO!  

As of today, my practice will be that instead of trying to educate a hypocrite, a Pharisee, a stubborn-has-to-be-right-all-the-time Eliphaz, Bildad, Shuhite, and Zophar,  I’ll just thank them, and if they insist on making themselves look so much superior, I will just block them. Those kinds of people do not have teachable hearts.  They don’t want to find out what’s really wrong with you, they just want to tell you what they say is wrong with you.  I got in my last Twitter fight with one last night, and that will be my last one.

One last thing for today’s Job’s accusers, reading this, choose your words carefully, because even if you think you’re admonishing someone, many times, a bruised reed will complete break with your “admonishment,” because to them, it’s another rebuke of failure coming right at them.  Believe me, they already feel like a total loser, you don’t have to compare them to a superior Bible hero and make them feel ten times worse.


Saturday, September 26, 2020


NEWS FLASH:
LIFE DOES NOT BEGIN AT CONCEPTION!


I just got blocked by an anti-abortion church pew warmer because I shamed her with the truth of the Bible.  Church people are so full of themselves shaming people outside of the church, that when someone on the inside points out a truth in the Bible they never considered, what do they do?  They respond the way any evil leftist would, they block the person because the truth hurts.  They claim to have the only truth, but when proven wrong, well, that's just too much for them to handle.  This is not a rare occasion for me.  I get blocked by church people a lot, mainly because there is no one who hates the truth more than a Biblically illiterate, pious, holier-than-thou hypocrite who sits in a pew for 90 minutes every Sunday.  
I saw this hateful tweet after Amy Comey Barrett was announced as President’s Trump Supreme Court nominee that said,  “Say good-by to your abortions, whores!”  My reply was, “I’m just going to assume that you’re not a Christian by the evidence of this Tweet, because I don’t recall Jesus calling any women whores, not even the one caught in adultery." (BTW, where was the man?  A blog post for another day!)    Her reply to me was, “I don’t think Jesus would mind me trying to save babies.”  Where her logic of calling these women whores was saving their babies behooves me.  
    When I accurately explained to her that “abortions” were performed by GOD in the Old Testament and by the millions, and gave her examples, she quickly blocked me.  Why would she block someone who spoke the TRUTH about FACTS in the Old Testament if one is claiming to be a Christian?  Do I need to explain that to you?  If don’t understand this, then please do look up Matthew 7, the WHOLE chapter.  Who was Jesus speaking to?  Was he addressing people outside of the Law? No, he was speaking to people INSIDE of the Law, his own people.  Who do you think Jesus would be speaking this chapter to today, those outside of the church? No, I dare say he would be saying this IN the churches today. Who would be the hearers?  Would they be people outside of the church walls? Or would they be the people sitting in the pews, trapping the Gospel inside of four walls, holding it hostage, keeping it from the people who need it, because those people do NOT fit their narrative of who belongs in their exclusive group. 
Enough of beating up hypocritical self-righteous, pious haters, now, I’m going for the jugular of the church, so you better buckle up, because what I’m about to say will NOT be wearing its Sunday best.  You who “hate” abortions, who demand that it stop, who call others murderers who are outside of the church and use abortion as a means of birth control, because they haven't been shown the truth you choose to ignore.  I’m talking to you!  I’m a New Englander, straight from Massachusetts, where the F word is seven out of the eight parts of speech, so I’m going to give it to you straight.  If you yourself are married and having sex and using birth-control, then SHUT UP!  You have nothing to say to these people.  Shame on you!  You say life begins at conception, right? Well, I say that you are wrong and so does the Bible.  Life begins at Genesis 1:22, 28, and 8:17, 9:1, 9:7, and a host of too many Bible Scriptures to list.  You might want to look those verses up, and then find some more, because you are murdering life preconceived.    
In an earlier post, I wrote that birth-control was the mother of abortion, and it’s true.  When GOD says something once, we should take notice, when He says something twice, we should stand up and take notice, but when He says it MULTIPLE times, we need to stand up and do what He says. (Pun intended.)  Life doesn’t begin at conception, it begins in the heart, it begins at the marriage ceremony where two lives become one-flesh, a new life, a new family.  That is where life begins.  Life begins at pre-conception, when a man and a woman marry and want to obey GOD and bring life forth into this world.  That is where life begins.  If two people who claim to be Godly people, who want to be fruitful for the Kingdom choose not to be fruitful in the womb, then I say there is something amiss here.  It would have to be a rare exception, and placed there by GOD.  I don’t recall any couples in the Bible that GOD brought together and said, “Okay, get married, but don’t have children, because I have a different thing, I want you to do.”  When two people get married under GOD, then shouldn’t life and the creation or prevention of life be His choice?
Now, on to where GOD committed abortions in the Old Testament.   Again, there are too many Scriptures to list, but let me begin with his first act of “abortion.”  Let’s begin in the land of Sodom and Gomorrah   It is in chapter 19 of Genesis, 19 by the way means Divine Judgment, in Hebrew.  You may want to read that account.  Oh, but that’s doesn’t count, they were wicked people, right?  Really, get a grip, were they all grown men?  I think NOT.  There were undoubtedly men, women, children and pregnant women in that city.  Were the children wicked? Were the babies in utero wicked?  I would think not. Yet, GOD destroyed ALL of the inhabitants of the city.  Again, in Exodus chapter 11, GOD killed ALL of the first born in Egypt.  It doesn’t say he only killed the first-born males all grown up, it says ALL the first born. Do you suppose there were some first born women, pregnant women? Do you suppose there were first born children?  I would think there were. What about the city of Jericho?  Did God tell Joshua to spare the children, the women or the pregnant women?  I dare say, no, again. 
In chapter 23, of Exodus, GOD told Moses that He would “wipe-out” the peoples in the nations that GOD planned to send the Israelites to live and take possession of the land.   The Hebrew word,   kachad ( כָּחַד)  means to annihilate. Did GOD only annihilate the men, the soldiers? Or did He annihilate the women, children and pregnant women also?  Last, but not least, GOD told Moses, Joshua, King Saul, and David among others to KILL and destroy entire nations  of pagans, including the women and children.  And when they did not obey GOD to kill all these, they suffered the consequences.  (See Numbers, Joshua, Judges, and give them a good read.)  Look what happened when they did not completely destroy all the people in those nations GOD commanded that they destroy. Eventually, the Israelites began to adopt their ways, their wickedness, rebellion, and idolatry, even sacrificing their own children in the fires to Molech.  That disobedience ended up ending them for thousands of years.  The book of Judges is a very dark book, if anyone hasn’t read it, Judges 21 will turn your stomach. 

So, why did GOD annihilate these people? Doesn’t that seem so cruel?  We cannot comprehend GOD and His ways, because we don’t have the capability to think the way He does. (Isaiah 55:8-9) Yet, GOD even explained to them why He commanded them to destroy all the peoples in those nations, men.  Women, pregnant women, and children. He knew that bad company corrupts good character (1 Corinthians 15:33).  Sadly  they did not listen.  Let me ask you, of the nations that GOD commanded they annihilate, do you suppose He knew that there were were there pregnant women and children?  I will tell you, yes in fact He did know. 
Let’s observe the reason.  I’m going to go into some statistics here, so get your math-hat on and do some “ciphering” with me.  Is GOD cruel?  No, GOD is not cruel, GOD is all-wise and all-knowing.  What is the chance of a child growing up to become Godly adults, in a nation of adults who sacrifice its own children to the false god Molech, by burning them in a fire?  Slim to none.  These children that GOD “wiped out” were children that GOD was saving by killing them.  He saved those babies in utero by killing them.  You see folks, it’s NOT ever about being born, it is always about where you end up after you are born, grow, and then die.  GOD knew that these children would grow up just like their parents and perish with them. 

Now, let’s do some modern-day statistics and probability thinking.  If an unsaved woman, who is evil to the core has the baby you demand that she is pregnant with, what’s the chance of that child growing up to become a Christian?    I’ll give you my guess, maybe one  in thousand chances.  I can say that comfortably because I am the only born-again Christian in my entire line.  I don’t know of a single cousin, aunt, uncle, grandparent, great-grandparent, sibling or parent on both sides of my family or even my husband’s family  that is a born-again, lover of Jesus. As far as I know, from way back generations, I am the only one.  Why GOD chose me, that I cannot tell you, but He did.  Grace comes to us, we don’t go looking for GOD. Nephilim still exist today, folks, they just aren't gigantic but their evil is.  These people on the left, we’ve seen, as of late are so demonic-filled, that their behavior has shocked the entire world with evil beyond our imagination.  We have seen these people do some of the most evil, vile, heinous things as of late with all the rioting, and killing of innocent by-standers. There seems to be no limit to their evil, this political season.  I think the devil is running scared, and he is really fired up.  These are his minions.  If these people were “forced” to have their babies, do you think that their babies would grow to become loving, Godly, law-abiding adults?  Did most of these vile people come from loving, Godly homes?  I dare say, the majority did not. They are anarchists who were raised in Godless homes. 
What about the millions of aborted babies? Whether you believe life begins at conception or when the brain is developed bears no consequences on the truth? Those aborted fetuses are now with Jesus.  Had they been born, very few would ever have been saved.  My personal view, not based on fact, but based on my four miscarriages is that a soul isn’t created until the brain forms.  I’m just stating my experiences, because all my miscarriages were very early in development.  Even those aborted zygotes and embryo’s were not guaranteed to be born anyway.  Miscarriages are so commonplace; many women don’t even know that they miscarried before they even knew they were pregnant.  Again, I’m basing that on my first miscarriage, which I did not know about until my second.    The pregnancy test said negative, but on the second one, three years later, when the pregnancy test said positive, I experienced the exact same physical manifestation as I did three years prior.  Without getting into some really gross detail, the evidence was physical and quite fleshly, and that is all I will say about that. Most women will understand what I’m hinting about, because those who have experienced miscarriages, understand what happens when the body expels the flesh that was not meant to be. 


So, am I pro-abortion?  To a degree, yes, I am for some. For some lives conceived, it's best they not be born.  Solomon seems to agree here, and he was the wisest king on earth.   Do I approve of abortion?  NO of course not, however, GOD does not approve of a woman who sits in a pew every Sunday, who claims to be a Christian, claiming to be  saving babies by calling other women outside of the faith, whores.  Let him who is without sin cast the first stone, church people.  Romans 2 says you have no right to judge anyone else, and 1 Corinthians 5 1, says you have no right to judge anyone outside of the church, either.  You may want to look those up, also.  I'm not only anti-abortion, for innocent lost people, I'm anti-birth-control for Christians.  That is where I believe the real sin of selfishness is conceived. 
Now, to all you women and men out there who are using birth-control, you are killing any pre-conceived babies that GOD could have created within your “Godly” marriage, therefore, you are without excuse. You allegedly know the Bible and the command GOD gave His people to go forth and multiply, being fruitful and filling the earth.  As far as I can recollect, that command has never been rescinded, but the New Testament church seems to believe, “Well, we are under grace, therefore if we choose NOT to have babies, that’s our choice."  Yes, that is  true and  that may be, but you are still using your free will to kill life, even if it’s preconceived, just as much as those who are conceived are dying by the millions.  You can refer back to my previous post about birth-control being the mother of abortion for more details.   Prepare to be Offended
I’m not telling anyone here to stop using birth control, that is your free will choice to have or not have babies.  What I’m telling you anti-abortion church people spilling out all your hate and pious judgment is  to SHUT UP,  you have no rights here.   Now, if that gets me kicked out of the church, well, the way the church is today, I will consider that an honor from GOD.  Stone me if you want to, after all, Allen means stone!


Monday, September 7, 2020



Dog and Cat Christianity

      Recently, I have acquired a dog.  I didn't expect this, but GOD knew I needed her.  I have always had cats, but never really had a dog for any length of time,  because I had a husband who hated dogs.  The husband left a few years ago, and GOD brought me a dog, not just for company, but to help me heal and give me some teachable moments. So, now having had both, cats and dogs, I've noticed a parallel between cats and dogs and Christians.    


      Some dogs are easily excitable and not terribly obedient.  They pull on their leashes, trying to pull their masters in the direction they want to go. They will jump all over anyone new, or bark incessantly  with the intent to scare the snot out of people who are unfamiliar to them.  Too many dog owners do not know how to train their dogs or have breeds that are not easily trainable.  
      The Lord saw fit this time that I should have a purebred German Shepherd, which is the most trainable and some would say, the most intelligent of all the species.  This type of dog will cling to one person in the household and become that person's shadow, following wherever their master goes, wanting always to please their master. All day long, she lays at my feet, patiently waiting for me to give her my attention.  Regardless of the time of day or night, when I whisper her name, the ears go up, she rises and waits to hear what is coming next with her tail wagging. 
       Although, she tends to pull a bit on her leash on our walks, when reprimanded, will slow down and walk right by my side, in step with me.  When I do let her run ahead, it's in a controlled environment, and she happily runs, free and beautiful in her stride.  The moment she gets too far ahead of me, though, she stops on her own, looks back to see where I am, and waits for me to catch up with her.  I don't have to tell her to stop, she does it automatically so that I am always in sight and close. 
Beloved, are you starting to see the parallel?  We pull on the leash that GOD has put on us, trying to rush ahead of His plan or drag Him along with the path we want to take.  He pulls back on the choker-collar, but we pull all the more, because we want what we want, and we haven't learned the self-control of just walking by His side.  The harder we pull, the more strangulated we become, and still, we insist on having our own way.
 Sometimes, we jump all over new believers or visitors in our churches or people who show even the slightest interest in Christianity. Many times, we end up clawing them unintentionally, and they back off, deciding it's not for them.  Sometimes, we will bark at non-believers, with the intent to scare the "hell" out of them by being all hellfire and brimstone, letting them know all that they are doing wrong.  Many times we even attack each other and create dog fight after dog fight among the brethren, because we are "different" species. 
When we are properly trained, and that takes time, we learn to walk right by GOD's side, waiting for the go ahead to run up ahead of Him, happily making ground in a beautiful stride.  When we know that we've gone far enough, we will stop, turn back and make sure that GOD is still with us, and we will seek His permission to proceed or just walk by His side again for more instruction.  
       We are loyal to our Master, and when GOD is not moving, or so it seems, we lay quietly at his feet, until He says, "Hey, you want to go somewhere with Me?" Like my wonderful dog, day or night, regardless of the time, if I even whisper her name, she is up and ready to listen to whatever it is that I am going to do, either invite her up onto my bed for some company, or just to pet her where she is.  Those ears are up, waiting to hear from me while she patiently just lays there.       
 
JUBILEE
 Cats, well, they are a different story. They know where the food is, they know who their owner is and they will stay with their owner, but they are going to do their own thing no matter what.  They have this attitude that we are there to serve them.  My cats are extremely stubborn and when they get mad, they will do their business in  the house and not their litter box to let me know they are unhappy, stinking up my whole house and further ruining my twenty year old carpets.  
Three times my Jubilee has run away from me, staying out for weeks at a time with me having no idea where he was.  The last time, he got mad about going to the vet and he freaked and jumped out of my arms, escaping and getting lost in a neighborhood miles from home.  By the miraculous hand of GOD, almost six months later, we found him in a neighborhood very far away with the help of a friend who was delivering Chinese food.  
 I thought he was gone for good, but all that time, GOD knew he would be back, and He had a lesson for me to learn. This time, he was thrilled to be back, having had to weather the climate from December to June all alone outside.  While he was gone, he was trapped, neutered and released back in the neighborhood he was caught.  (It's a local program here to cut down on stray feral cats, without destroying the ones roaming the streets.) 
CopyCat with her first PERFECT 7
 When he did come home, he was a much more docile cat, much more affectionate, and he hasn't run away since. He meows at my door when he wants attention, and is compliant when it comes to the cat box and using the great out doors to do his business. He is still somewhat impatient and stubborn, wanting his own way, but, will cower down if he knows he's in trouble for bullying his grandmother, CopyCat, or even the dog.  Sadly, since writing this, over two years ago, Jubilee's grandmother passed away in July of that year, and Jubilee disappeared again in June 2019.  My heart is broken, but it's just another of the things GOD puts us through, and we can either pull on the leach, or just give it a little slack, while the LORD shows us which way to go. 
Need I say more, beloved child of GOD?  Which kind of Christian are we? Are we a non-neutered male cat, or a docile one, somewhat compliant, but still doing our own thing?  Or, are we an excitable dog wanting to run ahead of GOD, or scare the "hell" out of the person passing by on the sidewalk? 
        If we have been walking with GOD for long, and we are truly interested in letting GOD be our Lord, the we will become a purebred, like my precious German Shepherd, trainable, compliant and a pure joy to our Master.  


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